After every trauma my ocd get worse and worse. Every little thing i do become something wrong that can be dangerous for my family. Or i feel like i don’t deserve to be happy because instead would be happen something bad.
I had hope but reality have punch me in the face today. Yesterday Felix is got worse, so we brought him to the emergency hospital for pets again. This time they decided to do blood exam, that they could do previously, they make we hope and than destroy us. Nothing remains to do for my cat, today is gone. I lost 3 pets and my … Continue reading Feline leukemia
I decided to not go for at the appointment to learn about the new therapy thing.
Finally my cat is at home! Is not out of danger, but is a lot better now and is at home with is family, have to take meds and do controls. Continue reading News / 2
Thank you so much for all the support, you are all so kind, my cat now breathe alone and is more active and wanna eat! Now i can only wait, thank you again ♥♥♥ Continue reading News
Yesterday i taked my cat to the emergency hospital for pets. He started breathing with his mouth open. Now is at the vet ambulatory. The vet sayd we can only hope at this point is really severe. This year took me to much, i’m really desperate. Continue reading Pain
The hot is here with more than 100 fahrenheit degree (38° c), i’m melting, at this point enter in a supermarket with conditioned air is self care. At home i have only fans, that theyr my best friends now.
Today i had an appointment with my psychiatry, my insomnia is always more strong, same for my depression and with the last episode of self harm is worried only the meds can’t help me so much (I know for myself very well). He already proposed me the electroconvulsive therapy, like i write before, but i refuse because probably for me will do more damage than … Continue reading A new therapy
Attention ⚠ – trigger, self harm
My confusion and my bad memory are more strong than ever in this days. On facebook i accidentaly started a group chat with people i talk with only at relatives meeting instead of create a list of people that can chat with me. Not a big deal, but an hard blow to myself, make me feel stupid.