(victory #4)

I did it!! The phone work again! I’m not a total idiot (a good 86% yes), thanks god, the relieve is intense!

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I’m a useless piece of trash (vent)

I’m not very ok at the moment, sorry for eventual grammar horror (more than usual), but i need to vent. I can’t use the apps i usually use because i just probably broke my new phone. I’m the “nerd” of the family the one that “understand pc and stuf”, but in this period no, not at all. I get confuse a lot of times and i do a lot of errors, like delete system app on my phone and now is in boot load, the reset doesn’t work. Continue reading “I’m a useless piece of trash (vent)”

No headache and rain

I passed pretty well my encounter with the psychiatryst, i said all i wanted to say, and now he change my meds for sleep and he give me a new one for the headache that actually works! I’m happy about it, headache was a problem i have from since i was 14-15, finally i have a little rest from that pain. Continue reading “No headache and rain”

I can’t

I’m going to the psychiatrist, finally (?) and i’m anxious, i’m always anxious, but now because i have the fear of not say what i have to say, everytime i go i can talk pretty easily, but nothing can keep away this fear of can’t explain myself.

Also most of the times i just forgot important things to ask and i only remember them when i’m already at home, of course.

Five choco snacks at once is selfcare

I have a little problem with control myself in presence of chocolate in this period, previously i was eating a lot in general, now i have a fixation only with chocolate, i don’t know if is an improve or not. I started eating again at night or better at early morning because i wake up too early, the new meds for sleep start to not doing much. I have to see the doctor again, probably, but is cost a lot so for now i just wait.  Continue reading “Five choco snacks at once is selfcare”

It’s raining!

Finally i can stop doing the rain dance, with the rain the temperature it has lowered a little. In this days the temperature was 122° fahrenheit, never happened here, i was roasting like beef so i love rain more than ever. Also after more than 60 bites mosquitoes have leave me alone.