Yeah, today is my bday! (27)
One part of me is happy, for the cake and the gifts, i have received a lot of awesome stuff by my family i feel loved.
But the depressive part of me is like “ah, today, the day when the hell is started” (the thought “i’m trash and i deserve nothing” never leave me). But i’m stay positive today is a good day.
Tomorrow i go with mom and sister at eat sushi and for a walk in the city, the last time i eat a lot because i’m about to start a diet, so i’m going to eat all i can.