Yesterday my psychiatric had suggest me the electroconvulsive therapy, and i dont’t take the thing well. Not at all. Honestly i feel like he sayd me that there is nothing to do for me, that i’m a lost cause, that i’m pratically dead. Yes, my depression is major and the meds doesn’t help a lot, but i’m here and i fight! I fight everyday!!!
Is not for the therapy itself, i know it help some people, but if i’m feel sick only doing the blood exams how i can do that? I can’t. I feel sick only thinking about it.
I wanna know if someone of you had an experience with this therapy or if in your country is forbidden (i’m italian), or just what other people with bipolar like me thinking about it. Feel free to tell me in the comments.