The year is didn’t start well with 3 loss, but i wanna fight and go on like i always do! For the electroconvulsive therapy i decided to not doing it (for now at least) if i don’t feel 100% sure is useless start a therapy like that. The new meds help me a little so for now i stay like this.
Plus i have already do one of my resolutions for the year, the piercing! I’m so happy about it, i like it and usually i feel sick with needles, but i didn’t faint and no panick attack so is really amazing for me.
When i started the meds for the bipolarism i gained a lot of weight, my body is change, but i start appreciate myself more now than when i was younger, skinny and at school, where everybody for my acne called me “monster”, now i dont’ care if i have acne or more fat, i feel good, i wanna feel good.