Thank you so much for all the support, you are all so kind, my cat now breathe alone and is more active and wanna eat! Now i can only wait, thank you again ♥♥♥
Yesterday i taked my cat to the emergency hospital for pets. He started breathing with his mouth open. Now is at the vet ambulatory. The vet sayd we can only hope at this point is really severe. This year took me to much, i'm really desperate.
The hot is here with more than 100 fahrenheit degree (38° c), i'm melting, at this point enter in a supermarket with conditioned air is self care. At home i have only fans, that theyr my best friends now. I stealed from freezer the ice pack and i put it on my head or the … Continue reading Fighting with summer
Today i had an appointment with my psychiatry, my insomnia is always more strong, same for my depression and with the last episode of self harm is worried only the meds can't help me so much (I know for myself very well). He already proposed me the electroconvulsive therapy, like i write before, but i … Continue reading A new therapy
Attention ⚠ - trigger, self harm Since February i was clean, damn, but all the times i have a bad argue i feel the need of feel pain on my skin and not only in my head. All the time i feel guilty for been a waste of space and a problem for my family … Continue reading Self harm again
My confusion and my bad memory are more strong than ever in this days. On facebook i accidentaly started a group chat with people i talk with only at relatives meeting instead of create a list of people that can chat with me. Not a big deal, but an hard blow to myself, make me … Continue reading Fight with my confusion