After every trauma my ocd get worse and worse. Every little thing i do become something wrong that can be dangerous for my family. Or i feel like i don’t deserve to be happy because instead would be happen something bad.
I know is my ocd that make me think like that, but i can’t free myself from the terror that something horrible can happen. Because my life is already full of horrible things. Also my anxiety, obviously, is worse than ever.
I started again to delete account and stuff on internet, i opened and closed 3 or more blog before this one, this is the only one that i get opened for more than a year and i don’t wanna close it. Paranoia and anxiety are overhelming me.
I can’t have a second of peace, but i’m trying hard, not to drown.
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you are a true warrior ..keep going
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Thank you so much, i will!!
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Im proud of you. Keeping fighting. One day, it will be all worth it.
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Thank you so much! I’m fighting a little everyday
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I’m glad you’re keeping the blog going 🙂
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thank you! ❤ I don’t wanna give up
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I am very grateful that you shared this. It helps me to hear clearly what it feels like for someone going through these types of experiences. You have helped me understand the perspective of that more than you know. Thank you
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I’m happy if I can be helpful to explain ocd to others, is really awful. You are welcome and thank you ❤
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