Drawing the anxiety away

Everytime i have an appointment or i have to stay in a waiting room i have bad anxiety and sometimes panick attack, but i take the habit to have a little text block for drawing in my purse and a cute pen, drawing help me a lot, while i draw i totally forget what i … Continue reading Drawing the anxiety away

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Comfort box

  Finally i start doing my comfort box (an help for anxiety), i chose this box that is very pretty and i add some cute stickers (i love stickers), inside and outside. In the box, for now, i put it: Some paper with Vang Gogh Arts My fidget cube My bat fidget spinner A cute … Continue reading Comfort box

Disability Benefits with bipolar disorder

Today i had the visit in front of a commission because, like i talk about in the this post, i asked for an help. I was in a state of anxiety and panick for a week, because of the visit, but has been super fast, just some questions about how i feel and my difficulties … Continue reading Disability Benefits with bipolar disorder

Electroconvulsive therapy

Yesterday my psychiatric had suggest me the electroconvulsive therapy, and i dont't take the thing well. Not at all. Honestly i feel like he sayd me that there is nothing to do for me, that i'm a lost cause, that i'm pratically dead. Yes, my depression is major and the meds doesn't help a lot, … Continue reading Electroconvulsive therapy

Percentage of disability

Today i have to go to the doctor for request an aid for disability. A caos of papers because in Italy they can't use the pc apparently. Btw, i'm scared by the idea of be in front of a group of people that have to decide if i'm "enough" disable. My social phobia doesn't help, … Continue reading Percentage of disability

Happy Halloween

This days aren't the best, some people that i care are sick so i'm very worried for them, but Halloween is a good way for distract myself a little. I have done a make up inspired from the character "Alice Angel" from the game "Bendy And The Ink Machine" The girl in the photo with … Continue reading Happy Halloween

Today a good day

Today i went at the comics & manga's fair with my sister and her two friends. I was a little anxious for my social phobia but is went all ok, i had fun. The depression was there all time in the background of my brain, but i simply ignored it. The fair wasn't so big … Continue reading Today a good day