Yeah a time of joy, btw the feeling i hate the most is coming in this days: anger. I hate be angry for no reason, that is common in hypomanic state but i can’t support it, i feel the urge to throw object and smash all i can reach…i just want to chill and don’t… Read More Nosense anger, fatigue and stomach ache
Most of the time i try to take distance from problems, mine or my country’s problems, because everything hurt me 100 times more than usual, but at the same times is better get informed because is important for my future, buuut future? Then i think that anyway i don’t have a future so who cares! … Read More I care or not
I feel like an equilibrist trying to find the right balance with my meds. At the end go to the doctor it wasn’t scary, but my anxiety don’t wanna understand. The doctor have changed my meds again because in the last month i had a very bad acne and my memory is getting worse.
It would be nice if sometimes i can decide to do a thing and just…do it! Not for quote Labeouf but damn is hard. Anxiety and OCD kicking my head like a ball, i can’t do something without feel the sensation that if i do it something bad would happend. How i can explain to my… Read More I changed my mind…wait no…wait