A bit of fresh air (little joy #6)

Finally i stay a little better, i had to modify the dose of my meds 3 times, but now at least i feel kinda good, also i really eat less at night or nothing at all, i lost weight decrease under the 80 kg.

Secondly my family take a new fan for my room so i suffer the heat but with a bit of fresh air.

I’m also happy that with the new type of lithium that i take my acne is almost disappear, it was really bad months ago so now i’m really content.

 

A big scare 

I was passing near a house with a fence and there were two big german shepherds who began to agitate, one of them for coming to meet me and my mom got trapped between the fence bars.

I approached to help him get rid of, but he began to panic and it get released, but outside. He start running to the road where the cars were, so i tried to grab him, he was very strong and i don’t know how i did, but i stopped it.

It scared me a lot, but now is safe, my mother called is family and they brought it home.

Finish, finally! (victory #3)

I had finally finish with the dentist, 14 caries, one of the tooth was devitalized, but now at leat theyr fine. Now i only have to do the teeth cleaning, i’m so relieved and i’m proud of myself for never had a panick attack. From now on i try to go to the dentist for controls so i don’t have to reduce me with teeth almost distroyed.

Holidays and pride in my city

The last week i was feel a lot better, i went to the sea at Jesolo in Italy, is a beautiful place with big beachs and fresh air, i had a lot of fun and eat and sleep always at the same times at the hotel have improve my sleep.

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Pride month

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This is my drawing for celebrate the pride month on Deviantart (and in general) as nonbinary and bisexual this is also my month. Be nonbinary in my country is difficult, the 80% of people don’t know what a “nonbinary” is and theyr so rude and ignorant about lgbtq stuff. Plus my social phobia don’t help me at explain my identity. With the years i learned to be simply myself despite what people think.

I hope all of you that celebrate this month can be safe and happy ♥

My fidget cube 

Two post in two days, omg i’m so productive. Btw, my fidget cube is arrived today, is considerate a “trendy toy” but in reality is for people with a mental illness. I wanna see if is helpful with bouncing leg or with the continuesly pocking my acne, plus improve concentration, for now i already love it, the little red buttons are the best, so satisfating.