A bit of fresh air (little joy #6)

Finally i stay a little better, i had to modify the dose of my meds 3 times, but now at least i feel kinda good, also i really eat less at night or nothing at all, i lost weight decrease under the 80 kg.

Secondly my family take a new fan for my room so i suffer the heat but with a bit of fresh air.

I’m also happy that with the new type of lithium that i take my acne is almost disappear, it was really bad months ago so now i’m really content.

 

Finish, finally! (victory #3)

I had finally finish with the dentist, 14 caries, one of the tooth was devitalized, but now at leat theyr fine. Now i only have to do the teeth cleaning, i’m so relieved and i’m proud of myself for never had a panick attack. From now on i try to go to the dentist for controls so i don’t have to reduce me with teeth almost distroyed.

Holidays and pride in my city

The last week i was feel a lot better, i went to the sea at Jesolo in Italy, is a beautiful place with big beachs and fresh air, i had a lot of fun and eat and sleep always at the same times at the hotel have improve my sleep.

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Pride month

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This is my drawing for celebrate the pride month on Deviantart (and in general) as nonbinary and bisexual this is also my month. Be nonbinary in my country is difficult, the 80% of people don’t know what a “nonbinary” is and theyr so rude and ignorant about lgbtq stuff. Plus my social phobia don’t help me at explain my identity. With the years i learned to be simply myself despite what people think.

I hope all of you that celebrate this month can be safe and happy ♥

On the rollercoaster – (little joy #5)

Yesterday i went to an Amusement Park, Gardaland in Italy, i love it, the park is awesome. I had already talk before about the fact i love park attractions that go fast, expecially rollercoaster, because is the only time when my brain shut up, the only time i can think at nothing. For me the void is a “comfort zone”, my brain go always so fast, with a lot of thoughts, is better since i take lithium, but is never quiet.

So yestarday i enjoyed myself.