I had hope but reality have punch me in the face today. Yesterday Felix is got worse, so we brought him to the emergency hospital for pets again. This time they decided to do blood exam, that they could do previously, they make we hope and than destroy us. Nothing remains to do for my cat, today is gone. I lost 3 pets and my … Continue reading Feline leukemia
The hot is here with more than 100 fahrenheit degree (38° c), i’m melting, at this point enter in a supermarket with conditioned air is self care. At home i have only fans, that theyr my best friends now.
Attention ⚠ – trigger, self harm
My confusion and my bad memory are more strong than ever in this days. On facebook i accidentaly started a group chat with people i talk with only at relatives meeting instead of create a list of people that can chat with me. Not a big deal, but an hard blow to myself, make me feel stupid.
A year ago i writed here that i found an abbandoned kitty, now is a little troublemaker, but i love him so much, he likes massage me on the neck and sleep on my arm. Pets are one of the thing that keep me alive, i really love animals. Continue reading A year of adoption
Is really difficult find an equilibrium with bipolar disorder, especially with the mixed type that I have, but with the new pills i stopped eat at night, the impulse is less strong and now i can control myself, thing that i could’t do before.
I wanna say something for the World Book Day. Books had help me so much in my life, when i feeling alone, when i feel depressed or anxious, they was with me, they are friends when nobody was. I love the most, horror, thriller, sci-fi books, but i also adore the books of my childhood, Roald Dahl’s works, Dottor Seuss’ works and my favourite like … Continue reading World book day ❤️
In the last week i had very high pressure. The doctor never told me i had to take under control my pressure and with my bad memory i never did it. So now i take under control that (is very high when i’m anxious, so almost always) and my weight, the night i started eat a little less and sometimes i don’t eat at all, … Continue reading High pressure (in anyway)
I was under a low dose of lithium for the fact that cause me a lot of acne, but recent i had more than 30 mood swing a day, bad mood swing, rage for more. So i decide to take more lithium and accept acne. Honestly i prefer calm my brain than have less acne. Continue reading “More acne, but less mood swing”
Today is the World Bipolar Day, an amazing day where fight the stigma and inform others about this disorder.