Today, 10 October is the World mental health day, a thing that most people don't know or understand. "Think positive" and "do yoga" is the things I heard most, that aren't bad, i try to love myself more with body positivity and exercise for my back are good, but for some people this is enough … Continue reading World mental health day
Today is a nice rainy day, i went to the cinema to watch Venom (is not bad as critics says, honestly i had fun), i like go to the cinema the afternoon and not the night because there are only few people and you can seat where you want and watch the movie with true … Continue reading Cinema and Rain
My anxiety is really bad now, i'm in constant terror and panick, like having the Jaws theme following me, i'm exhausted and on the alert that something terrible will happen, i will prefer a close encounter with a shark now than feel like this. I'm trying everything to keep my mind busy, i started sew … Continue reading Sweets vs anxiety
I wanna keep doing more gratitude posts. I said at may, yeah procrastination is my friend, btw i think now that this year it was really bad for me is the time to find something that make me happy. Next month is Halloween! A lot of horror movie are at cinema (i love horror) I … Continue reading Gratitude diary #4
In this days is raining, the temperature is lowest, so i feel already the autumn, so i do some changes at the blog. Already used this theme, but i really like it.
I had hope but reality have punch me in the face today. Yesterday Felix is got worse, so we brought him to the emergency hospital for pets again. This time they decided to do blood exam, that they could do previously, they make we hope and than destroy us. Nothing remains to do for my … Continue reading Feline leukemia
The hot is here with more than 100 fahrenheit degree (38° c), i'm melting, at this point enter in a supermarket with conditioned air is self care. At home i have only fans, that theyr my best friends now. I stealed from freezer the ice pack and i put it on my head or the … Continue reading Fighting with summer
Attention ⚠ - trigger, self harm Since February i was clean, damn, but all the times i have a bad argue i feel the need of feel pain on my skin and not only in my head. All the time i feel guilty for been a waste of space and a problem for my family … Continue reading Self harm again
My confusion and my bad memory are more strong than ever in this days. On facebook i accidentaly started a group chat with people i talk with only at relatives meeting instead of create a list of people that can chat with me. Not a big deal, but an hard blow to myself, make me … Continue reading Fight with my confusion
A year ago i writed here that i found an abbandoned kitty, now is a little troublemaker, but i love him so much, he likes massage me on the neck and sleep on my arm. Pets are one of the thing that keep me alive, i really love animals.