No headache and rain

I passed pretty well my encounter with the psychiatryst, i said all i wanted to say, and now he change my meds for sleep and he give me a new one for the headache that actually works! I’m happy about it, headache was a problem i have from since i was 14-15, finally i have a little rest from that pain. Continue reading “No headache and rain”

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Five choco snacks at once is selfcare

I have a little problem with control myself in presence of chocolate in this period, previously i was eating a lot in general, now i have a fixation only with chocolate, i don’t know if is an improve or not. I started eating again at night or better at early morning because i wake up too early, the new meds for sleep start to not doing much. I have to see the doctor again, probably, but is cost a lot so for now i just wait.  Continue reading “Five choco snacks at once is selfcare”

It’s raining!

Finally i can stop doing the rain dance, with the rain the temperature it has lowered a little. In this days the temperature was 122° fahrenheit, never happened here, i was roasting like beef so i love rain more than ever. Also after more than 60 bites mosquitoes have leave me alone.

I wanna change…everything

You know that bipolar feel when all is boring and you wanna change it? You wanna dye and cut your hair do a tattoo or move all the fornitures in your room? Yeah, i’m in that mood, so for not doing something drastic or expencive i start change my profile on social network or the themes of my blogs, infact here there is the new graphic of my blog. A little of yellow for this summer, i hope can like it.

I scheduled a post for 6:00 pm of today, and WordPress post it at 10:00pm, suuure buddy just what i meant. Is not the first time it give me this error. 

My birthday 🎂🎈🎁 – (little joy #3) 

Yeah, today is my bday! (27)

One part of me is happy, for the cake and the gifts, i have received a lot of awesome stuff by my family i feel loved.

But the depressive part of me is like “ah, today, the day when the hell is started” (the thought “i’m trash and i deserve nothing” never leave me). But i’m stay positive today is a good day.

Tomorrow i go with mom and sister at eat sushi and for a walk in the city, the last time i eat a lot because i’m about to start a diet, so i’m going to eat all i can.