My birthday 🎂🎈🎁 – (little joy #3) 

Yeah, today is my bday! (27)

One part of me is happy, for the cake and the gifts, i have received a lot of awesome stuff by my family i feel loved.

But the depressive part of me is like “ah, today, the day when the hell is started” (the thought “i’m trash and i deserve nothing” never leave me). But i’m stay positive today is a good day.

Tomorrow i go with mom and sister at eat sushi and for a walk in the city, the last time i eat a lot because i’m about to start a diet, so i’m going to eat all i can.

 

I’m an equilibrist

I feel like an equilibrist trying to find the right balance with my meds. At the end go to the doctor it wasn’t scary, but my anxiety don’t wanna understand. The doctor have changed my meds again because in the last month i had a very bad acne and my memory is getting worse.  Continue reading I’m an equilibrist