I’m not very ok at the moment, sorry for eventual grammar horror (more than usual), but i need to vent. I can’t use the apps i usually use because i just probably broke my new phone. I’m the “nerd” of the family the one that “understand pc and stuf”, but in this period no, not at all. I get confuse a lot of times and i do a lot of errors, like delete system app on my phone and now is in boot load, the reset doesn’t work. Continue reading “I’m a useless piece of trash (vent)”
I passed pretty well my encounter with the psychiatryst, i said all i wanted to say, and now he change my meds for sleep and he give me a new one for the headache that actually works! I’m happy about it, headache was a problem i have from since i was 14-15, finally i have a little rest from that pain. Continue reading “No headache and rain”
I was passing near a house with a fence and there were two big german shepherds who began to agitate, one of them for coming to meet me and my mom got trapped between the fence bars.
I approached to help him get rid of, but he began to panic and it get released, but outside. He start running to the road where the cars were, so i tried to grab him, he was very strong and i don’t know how i did, but i stopped it.
It scared me a lot, but now is safe, my mother called is family and they brought it home.
Yeah a time of joy, btw the feeling i hate the most is coming in this days: anger. I hate be angry for no reason, that is common in hypomanic state but i can’t support it, i feel the urge to throw object and smash all i can reach…i just want to chill and don’t damage my things, they cost. Continue reading “Nosense anger, fatigue and stomach ache”
// Trigger // blood – needles
The anxiety before an appointment with the psychiatrist is strong. Would be nice be not scared all the times i have to do with another human.
“always on the phone”
Man, phone is my savior, so i can pretend to do something and don’t stare at the wall when i’m outside with a lot of people.