I was passing near a house with a fence and there were two big german shepherds who began to agitate, one of them for coming to meet me and my mom got trapped between the fence bars.
I approached to help him get rid of, but he began to panic and it get released, but outside. He start running to the road where the cars were, so i tried to grab him, he was very strong and i don’t know how i did, but i stopped it.
It scared me a lot, but now is safe, my mother called is family and they brought it home.
Yeah a time of joy, btw the feeling i hate the most is coming in this days: anger. I hate be angry for no reason, that is common in hypomanic state but i can’t support it, i feel the urge to throw object and smash all i can reach…i just want to chill and don’t damage my things, they cost. Continue reading “Nosense anger, fatigue and stomach ache”
The anxiety before an appointment with the psychiatrist is strong. Would be nice be not scared all the times i have to do with another human.
“always on the phone”
Man, phone is my savior, so i can pretend to do something and don’t stare at the wall when i’m outside with a lot of people.
Yesterday at the library i felt very unconfortable, the librarian looked at me so bad because my little sister help me to borrow the books. With social phobia is impossible sometimes talk to strangers for me and i need help.
I hate the glance that seems say “you are an adult but you can’t do commissions alone?“