Today i have to go to the doctor for request an aid for disability. A caos of papers because in Italy they can’t use the pc apparently. Btw, i’m scared by the idea of be in front of a group of people that have to decide if i’m “enough” disable. My social phobia doesn’t help,… Read More Percentage of disability
The cat have attack my chinchilla, i have scream for 10 minutes straight, the worst panick attack of my life. Mom take the chinchilla to the vet, at the first moment seems something not major, but she get worst and today she’s gone. My heart is broken. Life take all i love.
I’m not very ok at the moment, sorry for eventual grammar horror (more than usual), but i need to vent. I can’t use the apps i usually use because i just probably broke my new phone. I’m the “nerd” of the family the one that “understand pc and stuf”, but in this period no, not… Read More I’m a useless piece of trash (vent)
I passed pretty well my encounter with the psychiatryst, i said all i wanted to say, and now he change my meds for sleep and he give me a new one for the headache that actually works! I’m happy about it, headache was a problem i have from since i was 14-15, finally i have… Read More No headache and rain
I was passing near a house with a fence and there were two big german shepherds who began to agitate, one of them for coming to meet me and my mom got trapped between the fence bars. I approached to help him get rid of, but he began to panic and it get released, but… Read More A big scare
Yeah a time of joy, btw the feeling i hate the most is coming in this days: anger. I hate be angry for no reason, that is common in hypomanic state but i can’t support it, i feel the urge to throw object and smash all i can reach…i just want to chill and don’t… Read More Nosense anger, fatigue and stomach ache
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