The hot is here with more than 100 fahrenheit degree (38° c), i’m melting, at this point enter in a supermarket with conditioned air is self care. At home i have only fans, that theyr my best friends now.
Today i have to go to the doctor for request an aid for disability. A caos of papers because in Italy they can’t use the pc apparently. Btw, i’m scared by the idea of be in front of a group of people that have to decide if i’m “enough” disable. My social phobia doesn’t help, but that aid can really help me to buy medicine … Continue reading Percentage of disability
Yep, i’m not even american, but I love Halloween, because is the fusion of two things i still live for: sweets and horror stuff.
I’m going to the psychiatrist, finally (?) and i’m anxious, i’m always anxious, but now because i have the fear of not say what i have to say, everytime i go i can talk pretty easily, but nothing can keep away this fear of can’t explain myself. Also most of the times i just forgot important things to ask and i only remember them when i’m … Continue reading I can’t
You know that bipolar feel when all is boring and you wanna change it? You wanna dye and cut your hair do a tattoo or move all the fornitures in your room? Yeah, i’m in that mood, so for not doing something drastic or expencive i start change my profile on social network or the themes of my blogs, infact here there is the new … Continue reading I wanna change…everything
This is my drawing for celebrate the pride month on Deviantart (and in general) as nonbinary and bisexual this is also my month. Be nonbinary in my country is difficult, the 80% of people don’t know what a “nonbinary” is and theyr so rude and ignorant about lgbtq stuff. Plus my social phobia don’t help me at explain my identity. With the years i learned to … Continue reading Pride month
// Trigger // blood – needles
Today i went to a fair, there were some amusement park’s rides, i’m not really brave expecially with height, but i went anyway. It was nice forget for once of problems and feel only the trhrill of go down and up really fast. For some seconds no anxiety, no depression, nothing. Continue reading Up and down (little joy #2)
Ah, yes, i’m forever alone. Btw all are buying expensing things and truck of flowers, for me free chocolate is enough for have my love forever. Today i’m not more depressed than usual, i hope who is alone and mentally ill like me today can be safe. Continue reading Where’s my chocolate?
The woman’s march and a nazi that got punched in the face improves a lot the 2017 Continue reading what a time…