Snow and bronchitis

With the snow and the cold, not very common at march in Italy, i caught a cold that is get worse in a bronchitis. Is 4-5 days that i live of mint candy and tissues. I already have problems with sleep without cough all night.

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Self-harm and a copybook for self care

// Attention! Trigger self-harm // //     I was clean from self-harm since almost 2 years, and yesterday after a argue with my sister i dissociated and i trying to cut my wrist, but i fortunatly used a knife that don't cut well, so i obtein only a scrubbing and some blisters. My mom … Continue reading Self-harm and a copybook for self care

Electroconvulsive therapy

Yesterday my psychiatric had suggest me the electroconvulsive therapy, and i dont't take the thing well. Not at all. Honestly i feel like he sayd me that there is nothing to do for me, that i'm a lost cause, that i'm pratically dead. Yes, my depression is major and the meds doesn't help a lot, … Continue reading Electroconvulsive therapy

All i loved.

And all i loved. I loved alone -Poe Yes, everytime i'm the one who care, listen, understand, have patience, but others don't do the same for me, never. I'm very lonely, but at the same time i know all my relationship end for the same problem, i give 100 and others give me 10. Of … Continue reading All i loved.