// Trigger // blood – needles
Here another list of 5 things i’m grateful for, there are a lot of “new” stuff because is almost my birthday and i had a lot of gifts.
- My new ds2
- My new 3d pen
- My graphic tablet (bamboo <3)
I feel like an equilibrist trying to find the right balance with my meds. At the end go to the doctor it wasn’t scary, but my anxiety don’t wanna understand. The doctor have changed my meds again because in the last month i had a very bad acne and my memory is getting worse. Continue reading “I’m an equilibrist”
The anxiety before an appointment with the psychiatrist is strong. Would be nice be not scared all the times i have to do with another human.
Today i went to a fair, there were some amusement park’s rides, i’m not really brave expecially with height, but i went anyway. It was nice forget for once of problems and feel only the trhrill of go down and up really fast. For some seconds no anxiety, no depression, nothing.
My immuno system doesn’t want to collaborate. My doctor says the depression makes my body’defenses weak, in teory i have to reduce the stress, but with my anxiety is impossibile, i’m always agitated, the meds i take do little for my anxiety. Infact i had fever in this days, again.
I started to write a “gratitude diary” to fill myself with positivity, i’m trying my best. So here 5 things i’m grateful for: