First of all i hope you can have a happy Valentine's day, if you have someone or not, i'm forever alone single so the card up here (my drawing) is for everyone that is alone like me, friendship love for all of you! I think to do a little list of selfcare and coping mechanism, … Continue reading Valentine’s day and selfcare
The year is didn't start well with 3 loss, but i wanna fight and go on like i always do! For the electroconvulsive therapy i decided to not doing it (for now at least) if i don't feel 100% sure is useless start a therapy like that. The new meds help me a little so … Continue reading Piercing and bodypositivity (little joy #7)
I could't imagine to be capable of keep a blog for a year, and of course not of reach 200 followers! Thank you so much, for all the likes, the comments, the support! This blog really help to cope with my illness. So thank you so much, i hope the best for all of you.
In a month i have lost my uncle, my chinchilla and my bunny. So far not the best year for sure. I'm more than broken. I just...i just don't wanna suffer like this anymore, but the sufference is always there for me. My chest hurt so much.
Yesterday my psychiatric had suggest me the electroconvulsive therapy, and i dont't take the thing well. Not at all. Honestly i feel like he sayd me that there is nothing to do for me, that i'm a lost cause, that i'm pratically dead. Yes, my depression is major and the meds doesn't help a lot, … Continue reading Electroconvulsive therapy
Today i have to go to the doctor for request an aid for disability. A caos of papers because in Italy they can't use the pc apparently. Btw, i'm scared by the idea of be in front of a group of people that have to decide if i'm "enough" disable. My social phobia doesn't help, … Continue reading Percentage of disability
The cat have attack my chinchilla, i have scream for 10 minutes straight, the worst panick attack of my life. Mom take the chinchilla to the vet, at the first moment seems something not major, but she get worst and today she's gone. My heart is broken. Life take all i love.
Exactly an year ago i was writing the first post on this blog! And after an year the blog is here and is updated, when i can, i'm so happy of this, that i can blog constant and i not get tired or i wanna shut all down for an impuls. Plus, last year i … Continue reading New year’s resolution – 2018
🎇❤ Happy New Year! From Italy to all, i hope can be a good year!
I wish a Merry Christmas and happy holidays to all! If you celebrate or not i hope this days can be good and full of joy for you. Days ago i had bad days with a new meds that give me very painful side effect, like constantly dizziness, legs pain and nausea. I drop with … Continue reading Happy Holidays 🎅🎄✨