Finally i can stop doing the rain dance, with the rain the temperature it has lowered a little. In this days the temperature was 122° fahrenheit, never happened here, i was roasting like beef so i love rain more than ever. Also after more than 60 bites mosquitoes have leave me alone.
35 mosquito bites, they made a blood festival on my legs, jeeez
No is not salsa is the life with my mental illness, every time something is better after few days is start to get worse. Of course is typical of bipolar to have up and down, but the only thing i want is a minute, just a minute of quiet, when i can relax. Continue reading “One step forward, one step back”
I went to my psychiatrist and finally he change my meds for sleep, so not anymore xanax and maybe if i can sleep immediatly i end eat at night.
But xanax give addition so i suffer a lot in this days without it, plus there are 112° fahrenheit, i’m melting, i litterally lived this 3 days on the floor of my room because is the only spot a little more fresh, also my fan is broken and i’m too poor for the conditioned air so i’m here with a cold pack.
I love summer, but i hate summer, i can’t stand the heat.
I was passing near a house with a fence and there were two big german shepherds who began to agitate, one of them for coming to meet me and my mom got trapped between the fence bars.
I approached to help him get rid of, but he began to panic and it get released, but outside. He start running to the road where the cars were, so i tried to grab him, he was very strong and i don’t know how i did, but i stopped it.
It scared me a lot, but now is safe, my mother called is family and they brought it home.
I had finally finish with the dentist, 14 caries, one of the tooth was devitalized, but now at leat theyr fine. Now i only have to do the teeth cleaning, i’m so relieved and i’m proud of myself for never had a panick attack. From now on i try to go to the dentist for controls so i don’t have to reduce me with teeth almost distroyed.
You know that bipolar feel when all is boring and you wanna change it? You wanna dye and cut your hair do a tattoo or move all the fornitures in your room? Yeah, i’m in that mood, so for not doing something drastic or expencive i start change my profile on social network or the themes of my blogs, infact here there is the new graphic of my blog. A little of yellow for this summer, i hope can like it.