Everytime i have an appointment or i have to stay in a waiting room i have bad anxiety and sometimes panick attack, but i take the habit to have a little text block for drawing in my purse and a cute pen, drawing help me a lot, while i draw i totally forget what i … Continue reading Drawing the anxiety away
In the last week i had very high pressure. The doctor never told me i had to take under control my pressure and with my bad memory i never did it. So now i take under control that (is very high when i'm anxious, so almost always) and my weight, the night i started eat … Continue reading High pressure (in anyway)
Finally i start doing my comfort box (an help for anxiety), i chose this box that is very pretty and i add some cute stickers (i love stickers), inside and outside. In the box, for now, i put it: Some paper with Vang Gogh Arts My fidget cube My bat fidget spinner A cute … Continue reading Comfort box
Today i had the visit in front of a commission because, like i talk about in the this post, i asked for an help. I was in a state of anxiety and panick for a week, because of the visit, but has been super fast, just some questions about how i feel and my difficulties … Continue reading Disability Benefits with bipolar disorder
And all i loved. I loved alone -Poe Yes, everytime i'm the one who care, listen, understand, have patience, but others don't do the same for me, never. I'm very lonely, but at the same time i know all my relationship end for the same problem, i give 100 and others give me 10. Of … Continue reading All i loved.
This days aren't the best, some people that i care are sick so i'm very worried for them, but Halloween is a good way for distract myself a little. I have done a make up inspired from the character "Alice Angel" from the game "Bendy And The Ink Machine" The girl in the photo with … Continue reading Happy Halloween
Today i went at the comics & manga's fair with my sister and her two friends. I was a little anxious for my social phobia but is went all ok, i had fun. The depression was there all time in the background of my brain, but i simply ignored it. The fair wasn't so big … Continue reading Today a good day