Yesterday my psychiatric had suggest me the electroconvulsive therapy, and i dont’t take the thing well. Not at all. Honestly i feel like he sayd me that there is nothing to do for me, that i’m a lost cause, that i’m pratically dead. Yes, my depression is major and the meds doesn’t help a lot,… Read More Electroconvulsive therapy
Today i have to go to the doctor for request an aid for disability. A caos of papers because in Italy they can’t use the pc apparently. Btw, i’m scared by the idea of be in front of a group of people that have to decide if i’m “enough” disable. My social phobia doesn’t help,… Read More Percentage of disability
The cat have attack my chinchilla, i have scream for 10 minutes straight, the worst panick attack of my life. Mom take the chinchilla to the vet, at the first moment seems something not major, but she get worst and today she’s gone. My heart is broken. Life take all i love.
Exactly an year ago i was writing the first post on this blog! And after an year the blog is here and is updated, when i can, i’m so happy of this, that i can blog constant and i not get tired or i wanna shut all down for an impuls.
🎇❤ Happy New Year! From Italy to all, i hope can be a good year!
I wish a Merry Christmas and happy holidays to all! If you celebrate or not i hope this days can be good and full of joy for you.
Today i go again to my psychiatrist, for talk about i can’t sleep and i have attack of rage without a reason. Apparently after like 2 years that i’m diagnosed the doctor find out i don’t have bipolar type 2 but the type 3, the mixed one, so instead of be “happy” in the mania… Read More Not 2, but 3