Today i had the visit in front of a commission because, like i talk about in the this post, i asked for an help. I was in a state of anxiety and panick for a week, because of the visit, but has been super fast, just some questions about how i feel and my difficulties … Continue reading Disability Benefits with bipolar disorder
Yesterday my psychiatric had suggest me the electroconvulsive therapy, and i dont't take the thing well. Not at all. Honestly i feel like he sayd me that there is nothing to do for me, that i'm a lost cause, that i'm pratically dead. Yes, my depression is major and the meds doesn't help a lot, … Continue reading Electroconvulsive therapy
Today i go again to my psychiatrist, for talk about i can't sleep and i have attack of rage without a reason. Apparently after like 2 years that i'm diagnosed the doctor find out i don't have bipolar type 2 but the type 3, the mixed one, so instead of be "happy" in the mania … Continue reading Not 2, but 3
And all i loved. I loved alone -Poe Yes, everytime i'm the one who care, listen, understand, have patience, but others don't do the same for me, never. I'm very lonely, but at the same time i know all my relationship end for the same problem, i give 100 and others give me 10. Of … Continue reading All i loved.
Is just become a little cold and i already have fever. I take all the possible meds, vitamins and supplements, but is all useless, my immune system sleep. Damn depression.
Today i went at the comics & manga's fair with my sister and her two friends. I was a little anxious for my social phobia but is went all ok, i had fun. The depression was there all time in the background of my brain, but i simply ignored it. The fair wasn't so big … Continue reading Today a good day
As i'm not enough depressed, the depressional season hits me like a train. I wanna only sleep, i'm tired of living, i have the energy of a sloth. I just wanna stay in bed and watch the wall. And i hate this now that halloween comes, because i love this holiday. Also my (probably) binge … Continue reading I like trai-