Today i went at the comics & manga’s fair with my sister and her two friends. I was a little anxious for my social phobia but is went all ok, i had fun. The depression was there all time in the background of my brain, but i simply ignored it.
The last week i was feel a lot better, i went to the sea at Jesolo in Italy, is a beautiful place with big beachs and fresh air, i had a lot of fun and eat and sleep always at the same times at the hotel have improve my sleep.
Yesterday i went to an Amusement Park, Gardaland in Italy, i love it, the park is awesome. I had already talk before about the fact i love park attractions that go fast, expecially rollercoaster, because is the only time when my brain shut up, the only time i can think at nothing. For me the void is a “comfort zone”, my brain go always so fast, with a lot of thoughts, is better since i take lithium, but is never quiet.
So yestarday i enjoyed myself.
Snow is a thing that make me happy like when i was a kid. Here in Italy snow is not so frequent and when it comes is always beautiful for me ❄
This is enough today for improve my mood.