After every trauma my ocd get worse and worse. Every little thing i do become something wrong that can be dangerous for my family. Or i feel like i don’t deserve to be happy because instead would be happen something bad.
A year ago i writed here that i found an abbandoned kitty, now is a little troublemaker, but i love him so much, he likes massage me on the neck and sleep on my arm. Pets are one of the thing that keep me alive, i really love animals. Continue reading A year of adoption
In this days i went, like every year at Gardaland a famous italian amusement park. It was so funny, but also very hot and i get a bad sunburn (shea butter saved my life) that got it worse yesterday at Peschiera del Garda, a beautiful village by the Garda lake.
Sometimes i feel really alone and the only one that never leave me is my brain. When i was a child i talked very little. I maked friends with other kids that were super extrovert because they talked for me too, i had only to listen and follow them everywhere, but is not a good friendship.
A lot of time ago i do my last Gratitude Diary, this year is started really bad, with a lot of suffer, but i wanna fight back, in my life there are still things for i’m grateful. So here new 5 things: A page that make laugh a lot in facebook was closed and now is return! I probably go to the cinema this month … Continue reading Gratitude diary #3
Exactly an year ago i was writing the first post on this blog! And after an year the blog is here and is updated, when i can, i’m so happy of this, that i can blog constant and i not get tired or i wanna shut all down for an impuls.
Two resolutions done before the end of the year, 20 books reading challenge complete! ✔️ and some are really big books. I love reading, but is really difficult when you have issue with memory and concentration, so i’m proud of myself for this challenge. For the next year i wanna read at least 25 books, i feel motiveted, plus do this means go outside everytime for go … Continue reading Another resolution done: 20 books (victory #6)
This is my third blog (the first in eng) i’m so bad at keep interest and energy in things for long time so the other two are closed, but i like the idea to have a blog, so i’m trying again. I want to keep open and updated this blog for more than one year is a challenge with myself, a new year’s resolution. And i … Continue reading Blog anniversary: 1 year (victory #5)
And all i loved. I loved alone -Poe Yes, everytime i’m the one who care, listen, understand, have patience, but others don’t do the same for me, never. I’m very lonely, but at the same time i know all my relationship end for the same problem, i give 100 and others give me 10. Of course the bipolar disorder doesn’t help, but i was sure … Continue reading All i loved.
Videogames are one of my favorite coping mechanism (maybe not the best, but i love it), and of course i love Animal Crossing and of course again if they do an app for the phone i immediately became addicted. So if you play add me, my id is: 48249766802 For featured image a fanart by me of the game. Continue reading Animal Crossing: Pocket Camp