Is really difficult find an equilibrium with bipolar disorder, especially with the mixed type that I have, but with the new pills i stopped eat at night, the impulse is less strong and now i can control myself, thing that i could't do before. Plus I have to reduce and don't take another meds that … Continue reading New meds again (and again)
In the last week i had very high pressure. The doctor never told me i had to take under control my pressure and with my bad memory i never did it. So now i take under control that (is very high when i'm anxious, so almost always) and my weight, the night i started eat … Continue reading High pressure (in anyway)
I was under a low dose of lithium for the fact that cause me a lot of acne, but recent i had more than 30 mood swing a day, bad mood swing, rage for more. So i decide to take more lithium and accept acne. Honestly i prefer calm my brain than have less acne. Also … Continue reading More acne, but less mood swing
Today i had the visit in front of a commission because, like i talk about in the this post, i asked for an help. I was in a state of anxiety and panick for a week, because of the visit, but has been super fast, just some questions about how i feel and my difficulties … Continue reading Disability Benefits with bipolar disorder
// Attention! Trigger self-harm // // I was clean from self-harm since almost 2 years, and yesterday after a argue with my sister i dissociated and i trying to cut my wrist, but i fortunatly used a knife that don't cut well, so i obtein only a scrubbing and some blisters. My mom … Continue reading Self-harm and a copybook for self care
🎇❤ Happy New Year! From Italy to all, i hope can be a good year!
I wish a Merry Christmas and happy holidays to all! If you celebrate or not i hope this days can be good and full of joy for you. Days ago i had bad days with a new meds that give me very painful side effect, like constantly dizziness, legs pain and nausea. I drop with … Continue reading Happy Holidays 🎅🎄✨