I had finally finish with the dentist, 14 caries, one of the tooth was devitalized, but now at leat theyr fine. Now i only have to do the teeth cleaning, i’m so relieved and i’m proud of myself for never had a panick attack. From now on i try to go to the dentist for controls so i don’t have to reduce me with teeth almost distroyed.
You know that bipolar feel when all is boring and you wanna change it? You wanna dye and cut your hair do a tattoo or move all the fornitures in your room? Yeah, i’m in that mood, so for not doing something drastic or expencive i start change my profile on social network or the themes of my blogs, infact here there is the new graphic of my blog. A little of yellow for this summer, i hope can like it.
Two post in two days, omg i’m so productive. Btw, my fidget cube is arrived today, is considerate a “trendy toy” but in reality is for people with a mental illness. I wanna see if is helpful with bouncing leg or with the continuesly pocking my acne, plus improve concentration, for now i already love it, the little red buttons are the best, so satisfating.
It’s time to celebrate “half” victory, i have done more than half of my reading challenge, in this period i can read a little more (hypomania helps) and i don’t have to re-read a phrase for 18 times before understand the meaning. I feel like i can beat this challenge and even read more books than 20 and this sensation is great.
My “diet” (no pasta, no bread, no sweets) is going good the day but really terrible at night. Two days ago i exaggerated with the emptying of the fridge, i ate too much and i get a indigestion, i past all the night crawling on the floor of the bath. This will teach me a lesson? Nah, i will probably start eating at night again in 2-3 days, damn. Now stomach ache leave me quiet.
I finish now at the dentist, i can’t feel half of my mouth, but at least i didn’t had panic attack and that’s great. I did repair the broken tooth, but i have to go a lot of times more, pratically the 75% of my teeth have caries.