New meds again (and again)

Is really difficult find an equilibrium with bipolar disorder, especially with the mixed type that I have, but with the new pills i stopped eat at night, the impulse is less strong and now i can control myself, thing that i could't do before. Plus I have to reduce and don't take another meds that … Continue reading New meds again (and again)

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High pressure (in anyway)

In the last week i had very high pressure. The doctor never told me i had to take under control my pressure and with my bad memory i never did it. So now i take under control that (is very high when i'm anxious, so almost always) and my weight, the night i started eat … Continue reading High pressure (in anyway)

Disability Benefits with bipolar disorder

Today i had the visit in front of a commission because, like i talk about in the this post, i asked for an help. I was in a state of anxiety and panick for a week, because of the visit, but has been super fast, just some questions about how i feel and my difficulties … Continue reading Disability Benefits with bipolar disorder

Not 2, but 3

Today i go again to my psychiatrist, for talk about i can't sleep and i have attack of rage without a reason. Apparently after like 2 years that i'm diagnosed the doctor find out i don't have bipolar type 2 but the type 3, the mixed one, so instead of be "happy" in the mania … Continue reading Not 2, but 3

Another resolution done: 20 books (victory #6)

Two resolutions done before the end of the year, 20 books reading challenge complete!Β βœ”οΈΒ and some are really big books. I love reading, but is really difficult when you have issue with memory and concentration, so i'm proud of myself for this challenge. For the next year i wanna read at least 25 books, i feel … Continue reading Another resolution done: 20 books (victory #6)

All i loved.

And all i loved. I loved alone -Poe Yes, everytime i'm the one who care, listen, understand, have patience, but others don't do the same for me, never. I'm very lonely, but at the same time i know all my relationship end for the same problem, i give 100 and others give me 10. Of … Continue reading All i loved.

I saved another doggy

Today i was outside for a walk with my sister and we saw a puppy alone with the collar, but without a plate with a name or something. The collar didn't have the leash so i used the belt of my purse and the doggy guided us to his house. An old lady was sweeping … Continue reading I saved another doggy