Today a good day

Today i went at the comics & manga’s fair with my sister and her two friends. I was a little anxious for my social phobia but is went all ok, i had fun. The depression was there all time in the background of my brain, but i simply ignored it.

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My birthday 🎂🎈🎁 – (little joy #3) 

Yeah, today is my bday! (27)

One part of me is happy, for the cake and the gifts, i have received a lot of awesome stuff by my family i feel loved.

But the depressive part of me is like “ah, today, the day when the hell is started” (the thought “i’m trash and i deserve nothing” never leave me). But i’m stay positive today is a good day.

Tomorrow i go with mom and sister at eat sushi and for a walk in the city, the last time i eat a lot because i’m about to start a diet, so i’m going to eat all i can.

 

Victory #1

 

Rarely i win in life, or i feel like i do so all the little things i can overcome become victories.

Days ago i had to put music on the ipod of my mother, something simple, but  itunes decides not to recognise the ipod. Four hours i have spent on that mystery  (i can’t give up, i like solving things) and when i finally did it i felt satisfied. Is so rare that i wanna dedicate a post.

I wanna see how many little victories i can collect in a year.