High pressure (in anyway)

In the last week i had very high pressure. The doctor never told me i had to take under control my pressure and with my bad memory i never did it. So now i take under control that (is very high when i'm anxious, so almost always) and my weight, the night i started eat … Continue reading High pressure (in anyway)

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More acne, but less mood swing

I was under a low dose of lithium for the fact that cause me a lot of acne, but recent i had more than 30 mood swing a day, bad mood swing, rage for more. So i decide to take more lithium and accept acne. Honestly i prefer calm my brain than have less acne.Β Also … Continue reading More acne, but less mood swing

Happy Holidays πŸŽ…πŸŽ„βœ¨

I wish a Merry Christmas and happy holidays to all! If you celebrate or not i hope this days can be good and full of joy for you. Days ago i had bad days with a new meds that give me very painful side effect, like constantly dizziness, legs pain and nausea. I drop with … Continue reading Happy Holidays πŸŽ…πŸŽ„βœ¨

Not 2, but 3

Today i go again to my psychiatrist, for talk about i can't sleep and i have attack of rage without a reason. Apparently after like 2 years that i'm diagnosed the doctor find out i don't have bipolar type 2 but the type 3, the mixed one, so instead of be "happy" in the mania … Continue reading Not 2, but 3

All i loved.

And all i loved. I loved alone -Poe Yes, everytime i'm the one who care, listen, understand, have patience, but others don't do the same for me, never. I'm very lonely, but at the same time i know all my relationship end for the same problem, i give 100 and others give me 10. Of … Continue reading All i loved.

Happy Halloween

This days aren't the best, some people that i care are sick so i'm very worried for them, but Halloween is a good way for distract myself a little. I have done a make up inspired from the character "Alice Angel" from the game "Bendy And The Ink Machine" The girl in the photo with … Continue reading Happy Halloween