It’s raining!

Finally i can stop doing the rain dance, with the rain the temperature it has lowered a little. In this days the temperature was 122° fahrenheit, never happened here, i was roasting like beef so i love rain more than ever. Also after more than 60 bites mosquitoes have leave me alone.

One step forward, one step back

No is not salsa is the life with my mental illness, every time something is better after few days is start to get worse. Of course is typical of bipolar to have up and down, but the only thing i want is a minute, just a minute of quiet, when i can relaxContinue reading “One step forward, one step back”

Finish, finally! (victory #3)

I had finally finish with the dentist, 14 caries, one of the tooth was devitalized, but now at leat theyr fine. Now i only have to do the teeth cleaning, i’m so relieved and i’m proud of myself for never had a panick attack. From now on i try to go to the dentist for controls so i don’t have to reduce me with teeth almost distroyed.

Nosense anger, fatigue and stomach ache

Yeah a time of joy, btw the feeling i hate the most is coming in this days: anger. I hate be angry for no reason, that is common in hypomanic state but i can’t support it, i feel the urge to throw object and smash all i can reach…i just want to chill and don’t damage my things, they cost. Continue reading “Nosense anger, fatigue and stomach ache”

My fidget cube 

Two post in two days, omg i’m so productive. Btw, my fidget cube is arrived today, is considerate a “trendy toy” but in reality is for people with a mental illness. I wanna see if is helpful with bouncing leg or with the continuesly pocking my acne, plus improve concentration, for now i already love it, the little red buttons are the best, so satisfating.