The year is didn't start well with 3 loss, but i wanna fight and go on like i always do! For the electroconvulsive therapy i decided to not doing it (for now at least) if i don't feel 100% sure is useless start a therapy like that. The new meds help me a little so … Continue reading Piercing and bodypositivity (little joy #7)
The cat have attack my chinchilla, i have scream for 10 minutes straight, the worst panick attack of my life. Mom take the chinchilla to the vet, at the first moment seems something not major, but she get worst and today she's gone. My heart is broken. Life take all i love.
Today i go again to my psychiatrist, for talk about i can't sleep and i have attack of rage without a reason. Apparently after like 2 years that i'm diagnosed the doctor find out i don't have bipolar type 2 but the type 3, the mixed one, so instead of be "happy" in the mania … Continue reading Not 2, but 3
I had finally finish with the dentist, 14 caries, one of the tooth was devitalized, but now at leat theyr fine. Now i only have to do the teeth cleaning, i'm so relieved and i'm proud of myself for never had a panick attack. From now on i try to go to the dentist for … Continue reading Finish, finally! (victory #3)
Yeah a time of joy, btw the feeling i hate the most is coming in this days: anger. I hate be angry for no reason, that is common in hypomanic state but i can't support it, i feel the urge to throw object and smash all i can reach...i just want to chill and don't … Continue reading Nosense anger, fatigue and stomach ache