After every trauma my ocd get worse and worse. Every little thing i do become something wrong that can be dangerous for my family. Or i feel like i don’t deserve to be happy because instead would be happen something bad.
My confusion and my bad memory are more strong than ever in this days. On facebook i accidentaly started a group chat with people i talk with only at relatives meeting instead of create a list of people that can chat with me. Not a big deal, but an hard blow to myself, make me feel stupid.
A year ago i writed here that i found an abbandoned kitty, now is a little troublemaker, but i love him so much, he likes massage me on the neck and sleep on my arm. Pets are one of the thing that keep me alive, i really love animals. Continue reading A year of adoption
In this days i went, like every year at Gardaland a famous italian amusement park. It was so funny, but also very hot and i get a bad sunburn (shea butter saved my life) that got it worse yesterday at Peschiera del Garda, a beautiful village by the Garda lake.
I didn’t notice that the last post was the 100th! I’m really happy about it, is difficult for me have interest and energy for keep write a blog (or keep doing anything regurarly) , but i enjoy it and i’m happy i didn’t stop. 200 post the next goal! Continue reading 100 post! (victory #8)
New graphic for the blog! a little of red inspired by the beautiful poppies that there are here in Italy. Continue reading New graphic!
Sometimes i feel really alone and the only one that never leave me is my brain. When i was a child i talked very little. I maked friends with other kids that were super extrovert because they talked for me too, i had only to listen and follow them everywhere, but is not a good friendship.
A lot of time ago i do my last Gratitude Diary, this year is started really bad, with a lot of suffer, but i wanna fight back, in my life there are still things for i’m grateful. So here new 5 things: A page that make laugh a lot in facebook was closed and now is return! I probably go to the cinema this month … Continue reading Gratitude diary #3
Everytime i have an appointment or i have to stay in a waiting room i have bad anxiety and sometimes panick attack, but i take the habit to have a little text block for drawing in my purse and a cute pen, drawing help me a lot, while i draw i totally forget what i have aroud and my anxiety it goes down.
I wanna say something for the World Book Day. Books had help me so much in my life, when i feeling alone, when i feel depressed or anxious, they was with me, they are friends when nobody was. I love the most, horror, thriller, sci-fi books, but i also adore the books of my childhood, Roald Dahl’s works, Dottor Seuss’ works and my favourite like … Continue reading World book day ❤️