I care or not

Most of the time i try to take distance from problems, mine or my country’s problems, because everything hurt me 100 times more than usual, but at the same times is better get informed because is important for my future, buuut future? Then i think that anyway i don’t have a future so who cares! 

But in the end i can’t stay distant and if i try i feel guilty or irresponsible, so i don’t know, i live of big “i don’t know”, i’m just here, now i feel like this in an hour? I don’t know. 

Up and down (little joy #2)

Today i went to a fair, there were some amusement park’s rides, i’m not really brave expecially with height, but i wentย anyway. It was nice forget for once of problems and feel only the trhrill of go down and up really fast. For some seconds no anxiety, no depression, nothing.

Victory #1

 

Rarely i win in life, or i feel like i do so all the little things i can overcome become victories.

Days ago i had to put music on the ipod of my mother, something simple, but ย itunes decides not to recognise the ipod. Four hours i have spent on that mystery ย (i can’t give up, i like solving things) and when i finally did it iย felt satisfied. Is so rare that i wanna dedicate a post.

I wanna see how many little victories i can collect in a year.