// Attention! Trigger self-harm // // I was clean from self-harm since almost 2 years, and yesterday after a argue with my sister i dissociated and i trying to cut my wrist, but i fortunatly used a knife that don't cut well, so i obtein only a scrubbing and some blisters. My mom … Continue reading Self-harm and a copybook for self care
Yep, i changed again the graphic of the blog, Halloween is over, so for me is already time for Christmas, is not so festive already, but i want a more "winter" atmosphere. I put my hopes in Christmas for a very good time in a year that is not so good. I love the lights, … Continue reading New theme and cold
As i'm not enough depressed, the depressional season hits me like a train. I wanna only sleep, i'm tired of living, i have the energy of a sloth. I just wanna stay in bed and watch the wall. And i hate this now that halloween comes, because i love this holiday. Also my (probably) binge … Continue reading I like trai-
Yeah a time of joy, btw the feeling i hate the most is coming in this days: anger. I hate be angry for no reason, that is common in hypomanic state but i can't support it, i feel the urge to throw object and smash all i can reach...i just want to chill and don't … Continue reading Nosense anger, fatigue and stomach ache
In the book i'm reading, i have discovered that the killer is bipolar. I'm sad... why someone with a mental illness for have a place in a book/movie have to be always the serial killer.
This year is started bad with the loss of my grandfather.
Vent is one of my favorite app, you can choose an emotion and post about your day and there are a lot of accounts for mental health and support for people with mental illness. But for a lack of money likely to close (can donate here). I'm upset because there aren't so many app like that. … Continue reading Vent app