All i loved.

And all i loved. I loved alone -Poe Yes, everytime i'm the one who care, listen, understand, have patience, but others don't do the same for me, never. I'm very lonely, but at the same time i know all my relationship end for the same problem, i give 100 and others give me 10. Of … Continue reading All i loved.

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A bit of fresh air (little joy #6)

Finally i stay a little better, i had to modify the dose of my meds 3 times, but now at least i feel kinda good, also i really eat less at night or nothing at all, i lost weight decrease under the 80 kg. Secondly my family take a new fan for my room so … Continue reading A bit of fresh air (little joy #6)

Nosense anger, fatigue and stomach ache

Yeah a time of joy, btw the feeling i hate the most is coming in this days: anger. I hate be angry for no reason, that is common in hypomanic state but i can't support it, i feel the urge to throw object and smash all i can reach...i just want to chill and don't … Continue reading Nosense anger, fatigue and stomach ache

Not too young for suffer

The thing i hate most about myself is the fact that i can't talk with the people properly, i'm not shy, i'm just too tired for talk or i can't say a world because my brain is somewhere else. In this days i was thinking about why i struggel so much to talk to people, … Continue reading Not too young for suffer