As i’m not enough depressed, the depressional season hits me like a train. I wanna only sleep, i’m tired of living, i have the energy of a sloth. I just wanna stay in bed and watch the wall.
I’m not very ok at the moment, sorry for eventual grammar horror (more than usual), but i need to vent. I can’t use the apps i usually use because i just probably broke my new phone. I’m the “nerd” of the family the one that “understand pc and stuf”, but in this period no, not at all. I get confuse a lot of times and i do a lot of errors, like delete system app on my phone and now is in boot load, the reset doesn’t work. Continue reading “I’m a useless piece of trash (vent)”
Yeah a time of joy, btw the feeling i hate the most is coming in this days: anger. I hate be angry for no reason, that is common in hypomanic state but i can’t support it, i feel the urge to throw object and smash all i can reach…i just want to chill and don’t damage my things, they cost. Continue reading “Nosense anger, fatigue and stomach ache”
Yep, doctor have said i can’t eat pasta, bread and sweets. Is like if he said me to jump out of a window, are 3 things i really love, plus i’m italian 83% of my diet is pasta, damn, no joke. I’m already trying to eat more healty, but with no success.
Now i helping myself with an app for make a list of what i eat daily and one app for drink more, Planty Nanny that is really nice, all the time you drink the planty grows, is really cute. But i’m fail already, yesterday i eat a lot of biscuits. This will be very hard for me. I have trouble also make the exercises, after 2 minutes i’m exhausted, i doubt that i can loss weight.